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Lance Anthony Scott's avatar

Lots of good answers here. Here's one that I heard for writers that I think applies to visual artists. Confess. Make work that is totally embarrassing, with the understanding that you won't show it for a while, until you're ready, if you ever are... Confess the weird stuff about you, the strange thing you think is intriguing even though it may be taboo or even worse, boring for others. Don't get cosmic or cool...get super personal. What questions keep you up at night? What freaky thing do you think is gorgeous? What weird dream did you have that you would never share at the breakfast table. Draw it, paint it, go deeper...confess to yourself. Tell the truth even though it scares you! Confess.

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B.A. Lampman's avatar

Dear Shelly—this was a big one for me. I painted in oil, then did lots of collage, then painted portraits. And it was all fine and well but I yearned more and more to do something with *meaning*. For me it ended up happening because my mother was diagnosed with Lewy Body dementia and I spent four harrowing years helping her through the medical system and putting her in a care home, et cetera. I certainly wasn't thinking about creating artwork about it at the time, but one year after she died I started painting her portrait, and it grew from there to become an exhibit and the largest and most impactful artwork I'd ever done. All to say that, you can't order up meaning like you order a coffee. It came to me as I hit 60 years old and had been through a lot of shit. Not to say that it has to be the same for you, haha. I think the best thing you can do is just keep DOING. Keep making art, whether you feel it has "meaning" or not—it's in the doing that there's movement and growth and evolution. And keep writing "shitty first drafts"—if you haven't already, read Anne Lamott's book Bird by Bird (about writing). Just keep at it—things will change and evolve!

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